ashley777

palpitaions, such a bad thing.
i never knew that one day this would happen to me.
such a pity.

the feel is so horrible,
it seems that my heart is going to burst, it jumps so quickly, totally out of my control.

and i felt chest pain for a long time,
that's also an horrible thing.

i don't want to experience it again.

i want to live a healthy and happy life,
please let me live a good life!


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geloria is always kind.

she keeps encourage me.
such a nice guy,
alright,
i'll try to write the right form of words and use the right s.

it is still hard for me.

i got 5 day now,
and i got nervous now,

when i lay on my bed, i just can't stop but keep thinking about the coming test,
such a nightmare.


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today we interviewed another coffee shop,
the breakfast there is better than the afternoon tea,
the owner is also a woman,
she has a nice smile, and she is really nice and cute,
i can feel that she is a little bit of nervous, but we are, too.


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the mayday's new album is really good,
i can't stop listen to it.

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i don't have time to open my new "unitas" .
because i haven't finish the old one,
i'm chasing by the magazine,

by the way,
the old one is talking about the poets,
some chinese are translated into english.
but it is quiet different, because chinese is such an ambiguous language,
it doesn't need a s.,it don't need to tell you whether it is singular number or plural,
sometimes you don't even know who is in the poet.

however, english is so clear and so exact.
you can't write a sentence without s., you know who you are talking about and you know how many people here.

it's quite good but also quite bad.

i think that is why chinese is so attracive.

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the more i practice, the worse i feel.
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ok,


i need more time on everything.

i got no time to take a break,
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if i could i want to flee from this place,
god ,
i keep typing wrong words again and again.
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tired, i got to get up early tomorrow!

night.