ashley777

i went to see the doctor again today.
and i waited for almost 3hrs,
and i got a bad news for myself.

i will have the second operation in my lifetime(until now).

such a bad news, isn't it?

when i was a child, i was not afraid of operation at all,
or i should say that i don't know what is fear.

but i 'm old now,
i'm quite afraid,
i don't want to .

it's horrible to me.


but it seems that i got to.

such a bad news, when i heard the news,
i just want to cry and leave that god damn hospital,
however, i can't and i shouldn't.

i don't know how to explain this feeling.

it's weird.

really.


hope i will still alive after the operation in the end of nov.

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it's time to say good bye to the volleyball,
apparently,
one day i need to take the medicine,
it is impossible for me to play with them,

goodbye you guys,

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there is a nice guy in ncku.
my motorcycle got stuck with others,
and i tried to get out of,
and suddenly,
a nice guy came and help me,
thanks for your help!

but

their is still a bad guy in hospital,
a women, keep talking on her cell phone,
her voice is so loud,
i don't want to be rude so i just turn back and look at her for twice,
obviously, it didn't work.
she keep talking loudly,

therefore i stood up and change my seat,

i can't understand how can she ignored others in the public space, especially in hospital.

it's unbelievable,
what's more, it seems that she is a teacher,
how can a teacher teach students to be polite but act like her?

that's really ridiculous.

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still,
i learned a lesson today,
when your number is after70, it means that you can go to see the doctor after10pm,

such a diligent doctor, he deserve to be paid well.

there is no other doctors who still work until 12 i guess.

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in the end of the day,
let me use some chinese word to show you guys my symptoms.

鼻息肉腫大，鼻中隔歪掉，導致鼻涕倒流到喉嚨，而自己不自知，因此長年使用嘴巴呼吸，根治的方法只有開刀，把鼻息肉給切掉一些，矯正已經歪掉的鼻中隔，否則只會永遠在淋巴結腫大的迴圈裡不斷的活下去。

而開刀的方式是用內視鏡，不會痛，開刀時間要一小時，要在醫院住兩天，醫生只有二四有空開刀，

吃的藥複雜的跟什麼一樣。

this is my miserable life.

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however, i still need to thanks god.

since i wait for3 hours,
i finally see the doctor when the number is still 75, while i'm 96.

my mom said, thanks god this can be cured by operation.

therefore,
thanks god