ashley777

like a child,
easy to be happy and easy to be sad.

i feel sad when i heard that they choose the design from my colleague,
it just happens again and again,
i can't remember how many times,
but it just keeps happening to me.

everybody says that this looks good, it looks okay,
so i have nothing to do before hang it out
and the result is always that they choose others.

i would like to do more before the deadline,
but i always get nothing.

thus,
after the whole year,
i do a lot of design,
and no one is for produce,
no one has been choosen.

quite sad,
to be honest,
it is.

maybe it is not the way for me, is it?

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time to sleep or do sth else,
or i will get much depressed than i can imagine or bare.
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but it is good to hang out with you yesterday like the old way we do,
really.

good.
thanks.