ashley777

there are always so many decisions to make,
and i always made wrong choices,
again, and again,
even without trying,

i just gave it up,

maybe i'm just to afraid to face the truth,
afraid of losing,
afraid to know i'm no use,
afraid to be compared with others,
maybe i just don't want others to know that how horrible this person is,

anyway,

i just missed the chance, again and again,
if this is an eternal circle,
maybe i would stay in that circle along till i die.

therefore, if there is anyword can describe me,
that would be "infirmness".